When do I stop trying?
I am a people pleaser , I try to make my bosses happy, I try to follow all their rules . I take all their negatives & put downs, sometimes as an individual person I wish one day , when the phone rings ,someone on the other end will have something nice to say, I would even take a Thank you. Yes sometimes this makes me angry and defensive. I could say my whole life has been like this ,I am cursed, unlucky.