I am a 33 yr old girl/woman. I consider myself to be smart, attractive, sexy, kind hearted and quite talented.
At this point of time in my life, I find that I keep on being successful but the more successful I become the more lonely I feel.
I have not had a boyfriend in over two years and miss the perks that come with that, if you know what I mean :)
Admittedly, I am quite a sexual person and I think that may be playing a part where my one on one relationships turn a bit sour.
I have loved three guys in my life. The last two were ended by the other males and I did not seek out the reason as to why they left me and I am definitely not going to contact them to find out. However, I do possibly put too much blame on myself for the ending of these relationships.
I work full time and study part time and am due to graduate next year after an 8 year period of arduous study. At the moment I feel like my hard work is not worth it and find it really really difficult to concentrate.
I generally guys who are strong and tend to like the egotistical ones too.
I am confused as to why I cannot get intimacy - is it the fact that I work too much, place too much emphasis on sex, have not got over my past relationships or all of the above?????
I know that it could possibly be hard to give advice from the information I have given but any insights/advice/comments would be welcomed.