No solution

by MARK
(Mumbai)

I'm 40 male.Working to look after my family for last 23yrs,12hrs a day.
I have an elder sister of 47yrs with a small facial defect which thru the years was cured.However the person can get abusive & violent with me & our parents if anything goes wrong anyplace.
The person refuses to work,only needs money to spend on shopping & relaxes at home.My Dad passed away 10yrs ago & my mom is 75yrs,but still has to follow her orders.

After the tantarum of yelling & shouting,blaming us for all the unbelievable things around & abusing all our friends who are not present at that time.Its a long apology & promises of improvement.anyone known to us is Insulted or abused either when not present or in front of them.

I cannot get my friends to visit for the worry of an embarrassment.I give my entire earnings in the house,yet there is no peace.

I'm living in misery almost every alternate day.I feel sorry for my mom who does so much for us yet is made unhappy for no fault.

I have suggested professional help but it leads to bigger & worse problems.

I have reached the end of solutions & never been happy in this house for no fault of mine.I can't ask anyone for help as No one knows Im worried because I pretent to be happy outside.

I feel its a problem of Spoilt behaviour,psycatric issue & hate.But Why the home people who do not give her a smallest complain.Why are we treated so badly.

I just cannot see a miracle occuring.I just want all to be happy.Even If Im not,I can still pretent.

No solution.

regds
MARK.